Happy

What to do in that situation
My life is like a vibration
Starts fast and finishs slow
I feel like the last who has to go

Many things I want to have
Girls, drugs and one deep cold breath
Stars come and disapear
My question is what to do here?!

I will be happy when Iím gone
I will be happy and haviní fun
Whennnnn Iímmmmmm deaddddd when Iím sad
I will be happy when Iím away
I will never be happy when I stay
Whennnnn IIIIIIIIIIIIIII stayyyyyy when I stay Back